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-The Day of My Birth!-
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It nears! My 19th year on this Earth approaches!
I am aging.
*Interpretive dance!*
I am aging.
*Interpretive dance!*
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-WHITE NOISE-
1 min read
OH GOD, I'm bored.
I keep thinking of Halloween Horror Nights. I miss it so much, it's the most fun I have in a month!
Something about getting scared that makes me so happy.. well, life is usually boring for me, so it's no surprise I enjoy it.
But getting chased by demons with weaponry and maniacs with chainsaws is just lots of fun. Especially when the chainsaw is up to your face, and you can even smell the gas emanating from it. *Shivers*
I'm a scaredy cat in love with being scared. Meow~
I keep thinking of Halloween Horror Nights. I miss it so much, it's the most fun I have in a month!
Something about getting scared that makes me so happy.. well, life is usually boring for me, so it's no surprise I enjoy it.
But getting chased by demons with weaponry and maniacs with chainsaws is just lots of fun. Especially when the chainsaw is up to your face, and you can even smell the gas emanating from it. *Shivers*
I'm a scaredy cat in love with being scared. Meow~
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-STATIC NOISES-
2 min read
I need to create more art again.
What happened to me? Around the 9th or 10th grade, I completely lost my passion in drawing as a hobby. Probably because age 15 was a very bad year for me. Many always say 15 is a terrible age; everything just seems to go wrong. I didn't believe it, then I turned 15. Yeesh.
It wasn't a "fuck my life" situation. I just can never say fuck my life. There's too much in life to discover and enjoy to hate it. But regardless, there were fewer things for me to enjoy in life at that time.
But I am 18 now. I think I'm in a very complacent stage in my life. I don't like that; I want to be more productive. It seems like I no longer know myself. Not even what I feel. It's crazy, but sometimes when something happens, I expect myself to feel a certain way. But I don't. So I stop and try to feel what I am feeling. Guh. Usually I end up not knowing..
Oh hey, my phone just finished synching. Huzzah~
I think I'll doodle in my diary tonight. Just to continue growing.
What happened to me? Around the 9th or 10th grade, I completely lost my passion in drawing as a hobby. Probably because age 15 was a very bad year for me. Many always say 15 is a terrible age; everything just seems to go wrong. I didn't believe it, then I turned 15. Yeesh.
It wasn't a "fuck my life" situation. I just can never say fuck my life. There's too much in life to discover and enjoy to hate it. But regardless, there were fewer things for me to enjoy in life at that time.
But I am 18 now. I think I'm in a very complacent stage in my life. I don't like that; I want to be more productive. It seems like I no longer know myself. Not even what I feel. It's crazy, but sometimes when something happens, I expect myself to feel a certain way. But I don't. So I stop and try to feel what I am feeling. Guh. Usually I end up not knowing..
Oh hey, my phone just finished synching. Huzzah~
I think I'll doodle in my diary tonight. Just to continue growing.
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